Angry Madness

My words complete all that you had,
Letting you take over the place I once ruled
I will make you king of this ground
I will only lay there to be found
But deep in the reflections of time,
Oh and deep in the mirror image of the burdens
You held your hand upon my heart
And took me below all the pain and suffer
But if I shout you away from my ground
Away from the shore and away from the boundaries
Will I be able to stand again
To rise the sunrise out of my bed again ?

I scream and I yell
And I never found what I wanted
But somehow it’s all released
And forgiveness is there to blame
Your words are pure and simple
But somehow it’s all released
When I throw the glass on the floor
You would only stand there to clean up the mess
When I turn my head away from you
You would only stand behind me, to hold me

Your life was painful as my scars were to you
You thought you could bear the naked thought
Of losing it all, and you did
Brought shame on my words when I was wrong
I know you’re too good for me,
And will follow me until your dark days
To shine down on my face and let me smile
But if I yell you away from my face
And let you fall when I hold you near, I am afraid
Will I be able to stand again
To rise the sunrise out of my eyes again ?

I scream and I yell
And I pull words out of your mouth
And somehow it’s all released
And I know I won’t forgive myself
Your kisses are bright and simple
And somehow it takes me back
When I throw the glass on the floor
You would only stand there to clean up the mess
When I move you away with my cold hands
You would only stand up and hold me, hold me

I’ve never found something
That could compare to you,
As solid you are in my strange moods
And liquid you’ll be
When everything can die
To leave us alone
In the warm light
I follow just my words and my heart
Leading me far away
But when the shore and the shallows are too far
You will swim to come, and to pick me up

I scream and I yell
And throw all the glass on the ground
You would only stand there to clean up the mess
When I move away with so much anger
You would only stand up and hold me, hold me, hold me
And hold me

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)