Sensitive Howl

Within the hours Time was passing by,
So slowly, so fast running across these little,
These silent performances of my mind
Making pictures, scenes, just another story
And it won’t let go of my straying thoughts
As I silently lie in rest for the unknown mind
Come to me in a clear bright light to tell me again
Signals shattered all over this frozen window
Making their ways through these rays of blindness
My eyes will see through it somehow,
Taking everything there was into doubted mind,
A lost one now the laws of being captive here
Have entered my sense of being so carefully
You’ll find me after Time passed by, here
With all this weakness entering my thoughts
I’m just dust again, waving along

In my veins screams an empty howl
Longing for the deserving place of an empty mind
Aching to find a silent rest in which
It’ll find solace to find the thoughts again
With enough comfort surrounding the shell
Breathing in these signals all over again

Within the words I heard so much speaking,
So slowly, so fast running across these little,
These silent performances of my mind
Every breath pours out more than the words,
The lost meaning it was meant to be said
And it falls together with the burning innocent
Of the eyes, the face, everything within telling me
More than you were able to tell me with silence
All these words shattered on the same frozen window
Silently they will be making their way to me,
Taking out my own balanced voice
And my words will be lost underneath it
Everything will come around again here
You’ll find me after it all became silent
With all this weakness entering my voice
I’m just dust again, waving along

In my veins screams an empty howl
Longing for the deserving place of an empty mind
Aching to find a silent rest in which
It’ll find solace to find the thoughts again
With enough comfort surrounding the shell
Breathing in these signals all over again

And so breathless it’ll all break in
Will it as before ask more than my questions can give,
Will it again break the sealed feelings of which
There are no words to tell of but only silence
Marks my presence, hold every single thought
The empty howl screams again but no one listens
While waiting for the restless tide, I am seeking
For the release of this silence on my shoulders
And I’m just dust again, finding the solace
In being silently solid

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)