For No Reason

Long lost memories
Enter without permission
And I take them in for no reason
But I know I can’t deny them
The restless feelings that hunts me
Through day and night
But still I remain as myself
I’m solid, the ground underneath me is melting
And I still remain as myself
For no reason I come back to a place I’ve never seen before

Through everything I have ever seen,
Lightness shines its way through my door
It goes further than I wanted,
But it doesn’t listen to me
Your light shines even brighter
For no reason I fear fear,
Is it because I’m afraid I’ll let you fall
Is it all because of me that I still don’t know where
Your heart beats louder and I still feel it

Long lost empty spaces
Enter without permission
Where lightness can fill in the blank minds
For no reason I don’t feel them
And everything I had said seems to lose
Through day and night
And I still remain as myself
Tell me words of forbidden lines I’ve never heard
And I still remain as myself
For no reason I come back to a space I’ve never felt before

Through anything I had ever said
Meaningless shines through all there’s left
It goes further than I wanted,
But it doesn’t listen to me
Your heart is even bigger
For no reason I fear fear,
Is it because I’m afraid to hear to the truth
Is it all because of them, that they still don’t hear it
Your heart beats for me and I still feel it

For no reason everything enters inside my soul,
For no reason I am afraid for what you have
Because I know I can’t avoid the restless soul of my hunted heart
A place that I call my freedom
Released thoughts will never be ashamed
For what they’ve said to me
For no reason I know why
Things are just as they are

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)