Miss Everything

Chaotic is my name
Forgetting it all is what I always do
Spinning around and forgetting all the burdens
Release you of the heavy lightness that
Makes everyone awake that I see right now
Words put together as if they form a line
Speaking in the most strangest way
This dialect you’re not familiar with
Neither am I, so I watch the sun getting down
And try to explain how it feels
Danced around the leaves and whished
I was in France last night with you under the stars
Dreams make the person, I make the dreams
This stay in your heart hasn’t been paid

Through all I’ve done and caused
You still know who I am
Don’t mean to hurt you, said “sorry” a thousand times
While I have not been hurting at all
Through all the tries to heal you
You still heal me from old scars
Said I am Miss Everything in your eyes

As soon the blues will set
I feel rather happy and dance around you
Taking your hands and taking you with me through time
Why don’t we go dancing around the world
Let us see places where I dream of
Moonlight falls and makes the sunshine fall asleep
You hear me singing like a wolf but you sleep on
That dialect you’re not familiar with
Neither am I, so I watch the moon going down
That light on your untouched body
Desperate I cry for not deserving you and wished
You could have better love than my heart
Tears make the sea, I won’t try to make them
This stay in your heart hasn’t been paid

Through all I ever said
You still know what I mean
Don’t want to hurt you, said “I’m sorry” too often
Through all those stupid things I did
You still love me through all time
Said I am Miss everything in your eyes

Changing subjects by the minute
Walking slowly, don’t want to fly this time
Long roads don’t mind me, endless knows
When I come and need an end
Always making strange mistakes
And as the sun sets I’m quiet,
As soon the moon goes down I’m still
You hold me to let me not alone
In this cold I’ve never created

You still heal me with your kisses
And you said this stay in your heart doesn’t have to be paid
And I know I’m not the easiest one here
Through all tears you still love me
Said I’m Miss Everything
In your beautiful eyes

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)