Never Good

Out from any reasons caught here,
They’ll never see me speaking of trapped longings
As I captive every thought in silence,
Hungry for the unwilling unknown there,
Where it seems to be understood and held
As I build here my whispering murmurs
The fort around the shores of time
Lingering inside these forbidden rhymes
It’s the outside cold and forgotten
What is keeping the perception of a mind awake
I build up these walls but suddenly there’s nothing
Caught only the clear sky with no blue

As I lay the line clear in the sky
It’s never good, never will be
Collecting pieces of every puzzle
Finding my way through their gardens
And it’s never good, never was
As I silently keep my words together
Because spoken will never be good
But it’s never good, never will be

Stirred in every moment lost here,
I never thought I’d be walking here again
Where I left my inner world for the light
And it’s not what it was planned to cross
But I can’t seem to find its confusion
Of my so called wrong perception here
So in this warm shelter created with the fears
Of not knowing where to see myself
Falling through the cold sky again
Which will keep the perception of a mind awake
I build up these forts against the storm but it’s quiet
Caught only the clear sky with no blue

As I see the line clear in the sky
Oh it’s never good, never will be
Changing words every thought in silence,
Speaking of what should be spoken and heard
And it’s never good, never was
As I silently keep my words together
Because spoken will never be good
And it’s never good, never will be

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)