Obsessed

But your voice is bright and clear,
And would have killed me again if you wouldn’t held me that strong
It’s all underneath the dark and the light
But I won’t find the spoiled water floating upstream you
I laid my hands into the water hoping tell me dying to find
Don’t know where emptiness stays when it will all fade away
It’s this bright feeling deep underneath it all
A sense to feel so empty I won’t tear apart
But I just can’t find the reason
And I just can’t find it tomorrow
Or another way

It’s a hollow space of filling,
But it’s so coming closer to the fact of loving you
Desire has led it all through
And made you king of its land
Longing has made it all through
And stood me by when I felt like falling
Won’t you fade me, but tell me
Where I am
Between this distance and you
There won’t be anything I can ever do
My heart was taught to live with you
And my breath took over your whole existence

So don’t tell me I stand alone
And don’t tell me I won’t find anything there
I’ve seen more than you ever can see
Between heart and mind laid down for day and night,
It’s a light so possessed and so obsessed
But I know I can break through and find my heart
So don’t tell me I stand alone

And your words are pure and hunting,
Is it trying to sense me under the emptiness of filling
Oh it’s uncompleted and follows me
Like the river contains water spoiled like the wind on its way to you
I laid my hands into the water hoping tell me dying to find
There would be this feeling you can’t deny nor take inside of you
Lightness shines through it and makes it undone again
Reflected by the sun’s willing to let it beyond
And I’ll never find the reason
And I just can’t find it tomorrow
Or another way

Counting passing moments dying,
The fear to let them through is frightened and this lightness
Desire has led it all through
And made you king of its land
Longing has made it all through
And stood me by when I felt like falling
The reflection is suffering
From your light
The forbidden lightness dying to shine
Released until the sun will take it all away
Will the sky fall when I’ll let it shine
And my breath took over your whole existence