Castle Of Dreams
Come here close to me,
I think I found the reasons why
Blend in with the answer I once heard
Entwined with my questions never asked before
Breathless I watched the world taking over
In my silent dreams my mirrors come hiding
Reflecting all my silver images of the truth
And restless in my soulless way of giving out to this
The doors are closed but you said unlocked
Through these hallways of broken thoughts
Shattered over the years of my ever growing fear
Losing one for one my words and lines
No I did not write them down so my books are empty
In this library full of notes I took while surfing down to earth
Can you close this dark section of endlessness into the end ?
So on the top of this castle,
While fighting along with my dreams and what I had
Close my eyes, I think I heard my voice screaming
But she can’t be here now for I’m not here I guess
On my little way of confusing I thought there was brightness
But only darkness seemed to care for what I had
Out, out of these shadows created by their signal
Of their lives bleeding into my mirrors of shame
Out, out of all that I’ve seen and would not be seen,
I think I can fly, I can fly
I can take over this castle, I can bleed on my own,
I can take over this land and be your queen
I can rule my words and make them mine
I can take over this castle
They come here to undo,
Hiding in forlorn places of the withered mind
Lingering for the hunger which never seeks to find
Circulates around my beating heart
Through the years I found a shelter
Waving storms, some wars and a soldier who wanted
To be King of my land of dreams and hope
To be endless in the way I was giving out to him
For I had no shield and sword,
No place to bend my arms together and seek,
Seek for that what I seemed to have lost
And now I’ve turned time again
The dice rolled on my side of strength
Light will guide me through and this all,
Can be closed into the section of endlessness
So on top of this castle,
While fighting along with my dreams and what I had,
Out, out of these shadows created by their words
Out, out of all that I’ve seen and would not be seen
I think I can fly, I can fly
I can take over this castle, I can find my path here
I can take over this land and be your queen
I can rule my words and make them mine
I can take over this castle,
I can be myself again
© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)