Forbidden Light Of Desire

Into the garden of forgotten dreams,
A night slumbered throughout its edges
It’s too late but too early to call it upon
Slowly it falls within every mile of daybreak
Leaving me breathless, watching the clear sky lost
Wandering in these gardens, the mazes of desire
On the paths of forlorn moments, colliding with
Every second I keep placing on the wrong track
My heart seems to know the distances I should travel,
When day turns to night again, light gets lost
Out of a flashing desire of my mind it fell
An unbreakable light kept untouched by its years
But touched before by an invisible sight,
Seems the scene couldn’t care less about permission

With every split inch of my skin,
Offered to the light before, I can not forget
The taste of this bittersweet hour melted
Onto every part of my heart, forbidden
I crave for you to lit me up and leave me
Burning in the desire I yearn for, forbidden

Into the maze of my own lost heart,
A day moved too fast to catch the light
The horizon moves away with every step closer
Slowly it fades within every mile of daybreak
My feet leave traces behind in hollow ground
Following the threads of my own spinning story
Somewhere knitted together with a ray of this light
Another reflection of its surface makes me wonder
And even the feared night is sure I shouldn’t be here
Trespassed on every surface lost in these gardens
Slowly without any breath I move in this forbidden landscape
An unbreakable light finds me and keeps me
Will never let me go, though holding on so strong
Seems the scene couldn’t care less about permission

With very split inch of my skin,
Offered to this light that keeps holding me
This bittersweet taste of its presence melted
Onto every part of my heart, forbidden
With every breath I take
I yearn for you, craving for your moving desire
Burning on my skin I offered, forbidden

Oh light, ray of light shining through
How I yearn for your presence on my skin,
Don’t move away from the broken edges
Not the reflections, not the small tokens
Close my eyes, I wander senseless in this all
Forbidden I keep my heart opened for this light
Will I ever receive it without darkness?

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)