Source Lighter
Out of all the circles drawn to complete
Will not be lost in these pure forlorn
I’m lingering in the forest of darkness
Where trees hang with their arms around the source
Combining the solid way of being to hide
Everything that ever was underneath it all
But the sunset will never rise here,
Will never set down on these minds of them
The last ray of getting closer to it
Will only whisper small murmurs to be heard
Carving their voices into the wood of embracing
Just fallen there to be never found again
But in-between the silence of my seeking,
You scream out loud I’ll never find it
Giving me around the comfort I’d never asked for
So I wander here without my small lantern
Seeking for the hidden light
Caught in corners of the ever hollow heart
Where small spaces fill up the emptiness
Captured amongst every way it can be liquid
Solid as it takes over your soulless body
The last rays of perfection will crawl over you
And will not be longing to stay
But tell me with your eyes wide open now
Is it the light I am seeking for?
Somewhere close to all the answers
I saw the end of the beginning,
As always the night would only keep it away
Telling me leading stories so I’d be at the middle
Of this everything that ever was here
Flashing memories once again to place me
In the small light of confusion
And it will be the day breaking this all away to my mind
Coming closer to the fact of being here empty
You wanted me to fill me up as you said you would
The longing near the other side, as I am clinging to
Reaching the soothing words no one ever has heard before
But while searching with the life I’ve known before
You scream out loud I’ll never find it
Giving me around the comfort I’d never asked for
So I wander here without my small lantern
Seeking for the hidden light
Caught in corners of the ever hollow heart
Where small spaces fill up the emptiness
Captured amongst every way it can be liquid
Solid as it takes over your soulless body
The last rays of perfection will crawl over you
And will not be longing to stay
But tell me with your eyes wide open now
Is it the light I am seeking for?
Is it the hidden light, captured through the weakness that I try
To find here
© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)