Pandora (I Am Your Silence)

I am your silence, I am your breath
Filled with the longing to crawl beneath your veins through time
And when you carve me out of your reality
I breathe in and watch your veins seek mine
I am your silence, I am your thought
Through all these forlorn sights the memory still lingers
So close your eyes when the attraction follows the aching kind
Every corner of your heart speaks loud of that what isn’t allowed
And every inch of your silence covers me up in your words
I am your silence, I am your last word
But into the entwined mind I can only speak of what you said
And to not blame anything more but the seduction to see
Reality once folded in a way it’s blinded by a ray
Of your forced unreality, blended in with the moments your eyes told me

And the seduction failed to watch you in all your glory
Out of the shades another day lies ahead,
Filled with what wasn’t yesterday, with the knowledge
And the fear of what might come
And the seduction failed to watch you in all glory
Open, open and open this common sense you longed for

I am your silence, I am your border
In the ever filled box of a heart that you never opened through time
But a glance made you shiver and clinging to the edges of curiosity
And watches me as I fall towards the last sentence poured out
I am your silence, I am your breath,
An unspoken word willing to but will not be heard through this
Not allowed to be seen as I remain unspoken for the shattered years,
As it are walls placed around my forgiving heart and its windows
Closing for the storm that is waving in your fearless mind
I am your silence, I am your pain
It’s the reflection of a thought captured and not letting go of your words
Towards the same moment to see beyond what was already placed there
Your eyes wander over the shell as the consequences play their part
To be not left behind in their mystery, willing to see the moments again

And the seduction failed to watch you in all your glory
How far does your silence reach the other day,
Filled with what wasn’t yesterday, with the knowledge
Of the sight beyond dreams locked in their chest
And the seduction failed to watch you in all glory
Open, open and open this common sense you longed for

I am your silence, I am your freedom
Lost, captured, hoping to never cast forlorn
And your thoughts are filled with the knowledge
Of the dreams beyond as they carve their presence in your soul
Did you open the box, which was hiding in your heart?

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)