Surrender, Stream

Submitted by the endless wave,
Crawling into my desires and floating endlessness
Closed my eyes there was a sky deeply falling
But anywhere I searched around there was more
Controlled by no fear and no time
It did reach in for a while but something held it away
Wrapped around my inner kind, I was lost for a while
No, nothing else would come around and take it
I have felt this inner fire deeply desiring
Strong over the sense of the evening
I held my words and you your breath
Against the wall I found even more light
Than they said it would, even without wandering over paths
Which never led to somewhere the river follows

So with my eyes closed,
There is nothing I can do
Well, there is nothing I want to do
Giving in, oh did you follow the bends ?
I was reaching out for a while
Caught the other side, oh did you follow the stream ?

Surrendered by the endless stream,
It was cold for a while until the storm reached in, endless
And you caught the fire all along to keep it there
A sense of the outside came looking for my inner kind,
Thrown to the ground it became more frightened,
Both lost and wandering against this cold surface
Everything made up for a while, released even more
Thoughts enter, oh they leave and they enter
Will not stand up as I was searching for the silence
It touched me, listened to me,
Placed me in this eternal light, rays of captive love
Against the wall I found even more warmth
Than they said it would be, I never asked for the coldness to blame
You led me to the path somewhere I’ll follow

So with my eyes closed,
Submitted my breath,
Well, there was so much more given back
Giving in, oh did you follow the bends ?
I was reaching out for a while
Caugh the other side, oh did you follow the stream ?

Yes, the stream across my body
Waving from time to time, seconds pass
I fear endless and I fall scared,
Losing my thoughts one for one,
Close my eyes oh this darkness
Turning into my blindness I am willing
Oh giving my fearless water
In these lakes of insane there was the waterfall
Making teardrops getting closer
The fire takes over and makes me wander for the light
Are you there, reaching out to me ?
Saw the angels fell today like yesterday

So with my eyes closed,
Nothing around me but the willing given stream
I was reaching out for a while,
I was reaching out for you there,
Caught my hand, oh you followed the stream

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)