The Sun Was Right (Left Of You)

I already believed in angels
When the world came closer to me
I left heaven to try and to seek for a place
They’d call the heaven of earthed places
But I fell lost underneath your wings
And captured all my thoughts to replace them one for one
I could not speak, I could not move
But after years of saying
You’d be there with me
Oh after years of trying
To get you even more perfect than you are
I lost the fight

Not only,
Not just because he could wipe away my lonely tears
Not only,
Not just because I failed to see you,
Not only,
Not only because you had your sun
And your sun was so right,
Shining away my present past and come back
Leading away my ever willing love
That just has grown forlorn
Left of you, left of you

She’d come when I was faded away
But I wonder if her sunshine can rise
Just all above the clouds to take heaven
To leave it as it was
Because it was the place I knew as my safer heart
And nothing else but silence will take over it now
You faded away my words,
I could not speak, I could not see
And after years of saying
I caused my heart light,
Oh after years of trying,
To get you in my sight of this heaven
I lost the fight

Not only,
Not just because he could shine away my dark
Not only,
Not just because I failed to fly with you,
Not only,
Not only because you had your sun
And your sun was so right,
Shining away my heart away from you
Leading away my path from the love
That just has grown forlorn
Left of you, left of you

Why didn’t I believed her,
When she shone so bright ?
I’m left behind in thoughts so pleasant,
Left of you, left of you
So left of you

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)