Trembled Water

I came lost and all undone,
Just finished searching for the traces left behind,
From out of reasons I created this one
To even let me drown harder than they could
And I was not afraid
Just scared for the things you once had
As you lost them slowly over time,
And my eyes were slowly falling apart
Blinded I wandered over reasons to stay
But if I grew forlorn like you told me I had
But on your path these crossroads still came
Lighten up the darkness just around you
For I can not say I never had you
But I lost the traces on your liquid skin
Floating from desire towards desire,
Nowhere to be found again,
And you just forgot to walk, forgot to breathe

Are you now,
Empty and white,
Fallen from the edge,
Have you returned to where we were,
This beginning of the end
My heart and my soul sometimes just bleed
But not when it’s dark
And sometimes it is

I heard your voice scattered over theirs,
Pieces of a pleasant past lost over the trembling of the water
Have you looked through this,
And found more than you were ever able to,
But your eyes are still the same,
Floating over time as it never stood still
Caught up in nothing but less but I can’t say
I just can not stay for this time
Your words are not finished and I know the end
But will the trembling of my voice be enough
To keep the water unstable,
And the pieces of your heart can not fade
But neither can I place them back together
Oh light fallen from the endless brightness you gave him,
I must turn you off from the surface,
But keep burning as a guide for the innocent
And you just forgot to walk, forgot to breathe

Are you now,
Lost and alone,
Fallen from surfaces
And got back where you lost your light,
This beginning of the end
My heart and my soul sometimes just bleed
But not when it’s dark
And sometimes it is

Light, hear me
Can you say I’ll get back as soon as I found
Reasons to walk away but your emptiness is awake
My words fall one for one and I believe,
In strange waters that keeps my light coming,
Tremble me away,
Tremble me away,
Light, will you hear me
Please tell it that I will return when the water is stable

© Stella Lumina (Ellen Edens)